Abigail's MRI

Today was a crazy day because we took you, Abigail, to get your big follow up MRI of your brain!!!  We were very anxious to get this done for many reasons: 1) you having to be put to sleep... 2) did your cyst come back....3) I don't really like going to Atlanta during rush hour.  During the time you were having your MRI I wrote in my journal our entire journey to your brain surgery.  I was again reminded of what a miracle the entire experience was.  God walked us through the entire process step by step just like he did the remainder of that hard year and still continues to do so today.  It is the one consistent thing through it all, He is with us and He has already gone before us.  You were very nervous about the IV but I sang to you and you didn't even feel it!!!  You woke up fine and were ready to eat!  After the MRI we followed up with Dr. Reisner, Eric and I love him so much, and he gave us an amazing report!  Your scan looked amazing and you are a thriving 2 year old sweet girl.  I will forever look back over this experience with your head in awe to Him and also thankful for the sweet times your daddy and I had there.  He would work at night after he tucked you and I in the hospital bed. He is such a sweet man.  I love you Abigail!

P.S. I bought you a cute little jogging suit that you were over the moon about and a man at daddy's work, Ira, bought you some really cool Nike tennis shoes that you could not wait to wake up and wear.  You had your outfit laid out and wore it with great pride!

Seth's Birthday

So my son is 7 years old!!!!!  I cannot believe it!  He had a fun birthday with friends and family at Skate Country.  Seth, I love you so much.  You are an amazing little boy.  I will never forget the moment I first saw you.  You are such a joy to be around and I love listening to your amazing stories and all the intricate details you share with us.  You give us amazing understanding of God because you express yourself so freely.  Thank you for loving me and encouraging me as a mommy to you.  I love scratching your back everyday.  You have lost 4 teeth now and are getting so tall.  You love science and your favorite book is this creepy "Spider" book that you love to show me because it grosses me out so bad.  You have such a sweet spirit and you are an amazing big brother.  Loosing William David has been really hard for you but again, you don't hold back your hopes and dreams to see him again.  Thank you for being and "Incredible" son to your daddy and I!  I love you so much ~ Mommy

Jaunary - Florida Trip

So our family started a new adventure this Jauary, grief and healing.  We could have never imagined our lives would have been here, but we are and we are going to live it, not run from it.  Don't get me wrong, everyday I am temped to run from it, but I know there are promises for us in the midst of this that I don't want to miss.  Our trip to Florida was a gift from my parents that was planned back in September.  Who would have thought this trip would be such a time to rest, heal, and "gear-up" for life in general.  We had a great time in Florda.  Seth said he was so excited to "spend time with his family" and that's exactly what it was.  We went on some amazing bike rides and jogs and just down time.